Saturday afternoon with Dimple walla

He came to my house...

I was suppose to meet dimple walla for dinner on Friday nite. He called me on Friday morning asking when am I free today... as usual, he did not wait for my answer and just said he will pick me up at about 8pm for dinner. Well I give up arguing with him... but just before 8pm, he messaged saying he could not make it on the nite and wanted to meet the following day at 2pm.

I replied no, can we meet at 3pm instead and he was upset about me changing the time. Seriously, dimple walla thinks he is the only person/agenda in my life!! I called him and we agreed to meet for breakfast at 9.30am and he did give me a fair warning saying that if he manage to wake up that early...

Anyway, I slept well on Friday nite contrary to my own jugdement.. I was not excited nope, am not fooling myself... I was just okay about meeting him. I was up early and gave Romeo, Juliet and Hamlet a nice long bath and cleaned up the front. I took my shower and I think I was ready for breakfast before 9.30. While waiting for him, I started doing my work and it was about 10 something that he messaged that he will be there by 11 as he just got up!

By now my tummy was making a bit more noise as I was seriously getting hungry and I had nothing in the house to eat....I just carried on with my work and finally at just before noon, he called me to say he has to cancel the appointment and hopefully we can meet next year. I said no problems but in my mind, I was scolding him and was thinking what am I going to cook now... I was about to put the phone down and he said he is actually out now and he is at Lebuh Pekaka..... right infront of my house.... and that was when I started scolding him:-)

I asked him to give me a moment to shut down my notebook when he said he wanted to come in. Now, last nite I did ask him if he wants to meet the dogs as he said he has one sitting right at his feet while we were talking, his mom's dog, but he declined the offer. Anyway, I thought he wanted to use the washroom and so I said, fine, park your car and just come in. Dimple walla is scared of the dogs...the 3 guys were not even barking at him!!

He came to the house and he saw my Krshnas and then he came to the kitchen and was checking out my kitchen and the backyard. We were sitting at the dining table when he asked if he can use the internet as he wanted to check his mails. I told him the net connection is in my bedroom and it is upstairs and asked if he was okay with that? My mind was working very fast, trying to figure out the condition of my room and I was seriously hoping to hear him to say no but he did not!!

We went up to the room and he got a schock of his life when he saw all the bears and soft toys. I only introduced him to Teddy, told him Teddy is 32 years old and he was impressed. Thank god Teddy is younger than him :-) Anyway, I set up the net connection and switched on the air cond and told him I will leave the room, he said no, stay in the room with him. We were talking while he was using the net... once he finished, he said, you really like Krshna and I told him that is an understatement!!

Dimple walla was nice, he did not say or imply anything else when we were alone in the room. We finally went for lunch, he took such a long drive and I was wondering what is wrong with this guy. Over lunch we were chatting away as usual, not so much of arguing these days but more laughter and more communication. We were talking about the Indus civilization and he has his on theory which of course only applies to him lah!

I asked him a question, whether he thinks he is superior than others and his answer did not surprise me at all... he said yes... and that made me laugh out loud. He laughed with me too and he was trying to explain why he thinks so... this is a guy full of ego and lacking greatly on humility..... this is my dimple walla and I do not expect anything less from him. He knows I can just accept him as who he is and finally I can see that he is accepting me as who I am....

We finished our lunch in 3 hours, we had a good conversation and I seriously had a good time with a friend. I know I like him alot, it is nice to have to someone to talk to and the fact that I do not meet him all the time is good too.

I am not sure when I am going to see him again... may be next year or may be sooner but whatever it is, I do wish him well. I like my dimple walla as he is and no matter how I feel about him, I just would love to be his friend and only as his friend as that is the only relationship I can afford to have with him...

I am wishing on the stars

A song that I love the lyrics...

I am wishing on the stars...
To follow where you are...
I am wishing on a dream...
To follow what it means...

And I am wishing on the rainbows that I see...
I wish on all the people who really dream..
And I'm wishing on tomorrow, praying it'll come..
And I'm wishing on all the loving we've ever done...

This is an old song, I just love the part that she says "and I am wishing on the rainbows that I see.." I always believed that dreams gives us hope for tomorrow and I still believe in this saying...

Beautiful song to fill my heart with dreams, stars, hope and rainbows...

The Brothers

I met 2 of his brothers...

On Monday, Dimple walla's thambi called and asked if I am free to meet him for coffee, I said yes and hence he came over after work...and along with him was this guy, the guy who I met the first time I met Dimple walla, the guy who was introduced as a friend...

When I saw 'the friend' I realised that he was so so alike Dimple walla, I mean not a replica but when you see him, you would know they are brothers. Now how did I miss the resemblance when I first met them beats me... I guess I was paying lots of attention to Dimple walla that I did not notice 'the friend'.

Anyway, I asked them if they are related and the answer confirmed my doubt.... I was talking to thambi most of the time, he was telling me about his new born baby and his elder son and was sharing his wife's photo. Out of sudden, both brothers were asking me why do I not get married... I was surprised by that question but still gave them an answer but I doubt it satisfied them. The brothers actually self invited themselves for lunch and was actually requesting me on dishes to cook. I was put in a spot of saying no, I did try my best to use the dogs as to prevent them from coming but they are kind of okay with dogs.

The guys were telling about their family, the number of siblings they have and etc. They asked me to invite dimple walla for lunch as well and when I said no need since he was in KL, these 2 brothers were looking for dates to come over to my house...

I am all okay with the thambi, but the 'so called friend' really irks me. He flirts with me, flirts very openly as well. I am still upset/angry with him and I just wish I can tell Dimple walla about his brother but I am not going to do it. I am able to handle the situation and all I want to do is to slap the brother no. 2. He is immediately after Dimple walla and the thambi is after him. Somehow thambi is a very jovial person, he smiles alot and laughs alot too and I really like him but I could not say the same with the 2nd brother... I am upset with him coz for me, I am his brother's friend, how can he flirt with me??? It feels so unethical and so yucky...

Abang saw me with the 2 brothers and of course I was complaining to abang about them on Tuesday morning. Today when I was going to go out for lunch, I told abang I am going out and he was asking which brother am I going out with... My abang is teasing me now and I am scolding him for making fun.... sigh...

Anyway, I am thinking of giving up on all 3 brothers... oh yes, the 2 brothers were actually asking if they can bring others as well for lunch for which I asked if they are bringing someone on the purpose of match making and if they do, both of them will be dead meat...

I really donno what is bothering me... why is it someone coming for lunch is bothering me, I love to entertain, I love to cook but why am I thinking too much about this? I am sure Dimple walla is not coming and I am not inviting him over, it is just the brothers... and I actually insisted that thambi brings his 2 yr old son... but I am still not inviting them over... may be 1 day i might.. and if that happens, I am sure it is going to be a long entry here :-)


I do hope it is the brother that I want is coming for dinner and staying till breakfast :-) Oh Krshna, what is so wrong with me? Hoping for the forbidden fruit.... sigh

My Krshna

Some of my favourite Krshna pictures.... The baby Krshna that I have on my table at work, He sits at the base of my monitor and I see him every morning when I am at work...

This is the baby Krshna I have in the living room...

I love this Krshna, have a CD cover of this Krshna...

The look of serenity and love....Krshna holding 1 end of the flute and Radha making the tune..

This is the picture in my bedroom, I wake up every morning looking at this image...

Krshna and his calf.....

Krshna collage that my niece, K, sent me on Krshna's birthday this year....

A beautiful Krshna & Radha.... these are some of the images and pictures and figures I have Krshna.... I feel so blessed...Thx Krshna....

Hey Rum!

R in my life...

Have been chatting with a guy for a couple of weeks now and he is a decent guy. He is married and has a beautiful girl who loves playing cricket. I enjoy my chats with him, I call him sayang, dear as I would do with everyone I am comfortable with.

I am not sure what is R's role in my life, I do beleive everyone we met does not happen by chance. R is here for a purpose and whatever his purpose is to be, I know it will be a good positive purpose in my life...

At the moment, I tell him my menu almost everyday. He will happily invite me to whereever he is travelling too and I accept his offers graciously :-) I keep telling him that 1 day his wife is going to come and skin me alive :-)

I would love to meet R with his wife and daughter. He talks fondly about them, it is nice to see the love in his chats. I do pray that Krshna blesses R and his family.

Let's hope this is a beginning of a beautiful friendship... thx Krshna

Consultation

I passed......

Yeap, 14 weeks of sleepless nites, hypertension, neck pain... all were paid off when I cleared my consultation presentation and passed the module...

It was a good day on Sunday, I was at Tesco Seberang Jaya waiting for my partner at sharp 7am. I donno whether I was nervous or not going for the presentation, I knew I have done my part and this is just to tie it all up. We had a pleasant drive, it was raining and the hills looked so clear and covered with mist. My partner kept saying he has never noticed such things but since I like all these, I kept pointing out to him all the things I was viewing and enjoying and he was a happy participant... and when I cried out of joy after seeing the rainbow, he just joined in with my happiness...

We had a good day in the university, I was happy with my results, he is still waiting for his, it will be a week before he would know if he passed or otherwise... deep inside me I know he would pass!

Our drive back to Penang was really interesting, as usual, we were talking, not looking out at the scenery but just talking. I told him about what happened between Kutty and me and my partner, D, was so mad. He kept telling me I have to stop all communication with Kutty and he kept saying from a guy's perspective, no other guy would want to be with me if I am still in a relationship with Kutty. It took me a while to explain to D that I am not in a relationship with Kutty, I am sure of that now...very sure!

D asked if I am involved with anyone, I said no, but I told him I do like someone but it is forbidden as the guy I like is a married man and it is a sin! I told D that I like Dimple walla but I also realise I like talking to him, having a conversation, for that D said, you are looking for a matured conversation... I said yes, that's it, that is all that I want from Dimple walla..

I enjoy my conversation with D too, I like the way he takes charge on matters, it is easy, I do not have to plan or think when I am with him... we did not go for lunch yesterday as I am still fasting and when I told D it is okay, we can go for lunch, he refused, saying that he has to respect my belief... how sweet...

Anyway, D is on the lookout for me, he asked if I am okay about different races, I said yes, religion, I said yes too... and I was telling him about my Dumbo and people I hang out with. He should know better since I am closer to him compared to the others in the cohort!

It was a good and rewarding Sunday.... the fantastic drive, the blessed scenery, the good result and finally a great friend to be with....

Babies

Krshna came to my house on Saturday.....

It was the 3rd Saturday for Purtassi and I invited 3 families for prayers and lunch at the house. The first family had 2 sons, an 8 year old and a 4 year old and of course the 4 yr old is my favorite guy. His birthday is on 21st of March, 1 day before mine and we both get along very well.

The second family, has a baby boy, 10 months old and this cute little guy really kept jumping to come to me. I am not sure if he was attracted to my red blouse or he just wanted to be with me. He was so cute and adorable.

The third family has a daughter who is 1 year and 10 months old and yes, she came to me as she wanted to play with the dogs.

My 4 yr old boy went to the kitchen and took the appalam before prayers and his mom was feeling so guilty but for me, I thought, Krshna has blessed my prayers, He actually came for lunch... somehow I know I feel right in my heart.

This is life... simple and happy....