New Chapter

A new chapter in my life....

I spoke to my 'anney' ....I told T that if I call him by his name, then it means business and if I say anney then it is personal stuff that I want to talk to him...my anney did not know the meaning of the word ... so had to translate anney = abang :-)

Anyway, after talking to the lawyer, I went to my anney and asked him if I am being over dramatic about the whole thing....I asked the same question to P...both of them answered saying no...it is normal to go through this traumatic experience...P said that for others it might be insignificant but to me it mean the whole world tragedy....therefore I decided I am not going to fight this feeling...

Anyway, my anney told me that now I am going to open a new chapter in my life and the new page is all white and it is ready to be written with new happy stuff.....this is what I have heard before but wat was different with my anney was, he said, the pen is in my hands now...he told me to write beautiful poems to fill my life....write how I want my life to be....he told me to take charge of my life...I remember Swami Vivekananda's saying....You create Your own destiny..... I am ready to write beautiful entries into my life...I have a whole new chapter that I can chart the course of the ending....and I am going to make it into a very very beautiful ending like I always wanted......smiling till the end.....

To my anney and P....thx for knowing and understanding me........