Proud to be me

Something happened yesterday evening, besides taking a big step in life and signing the papers!

The lawyer took me to the commisioner of oath to sign more documents infront of the person and our luck there were no chinese guy and so we had to go to an Indian lady.

When we walked in, she asked me to take a sit and I did and I was quiet while she checked for the details. My lawyer sat in a corner, when she asked him whether I am close to him, I was not expecting that question from anyone, well, he replied no, I am his client. The she added, but you never accompany your clients...

Well, I just let it be, once I finished signing and she finished attesting the documents, she said that S's name is familiar and if she knows him, I said I am very sure she might not know who S is and the lawyer said the same too...I still just kept quiet.

Then when I stood up to leave, she shook my hands and told me to wait, she has something to say.... she asked me if I have someone else in my life...that seriously I did not see it coming, I just turned and looked at the lawyer and I asked him, what is this all about? The lady said she is just giving me advice, not to take this laying down, I should show the world that I am able to marry another person and live happily ever after..... and that made me so furious, I told her off.

I just told her that I am happy to be whoever I am...I told her, I am following my dreams and I am living my life and I don't need a man called husband next to me to make me happy. I just don't get it, I am getting a divorce therefore it means I have tried this marriage thingy and it did not work out, so now pls pray tell me, why should I be doing the same mistake so soon in my life??

I just told her, you need to meet more people like me to understand the meaning of life, to understand the meaning of friendship, to understand the meaning of privacy and to understand the meaning of minding your own business....well, I did not get to say the last two but I sure wish I could go back to her and say it all...all over again.

I did not ask for her for any advice and as P said, that lady does not know what all happened in each and everyone's life and the thing was, I did not confide in her nor ask for any suggestions!!!

Now I think Krshna did tat so that my mind would be diverted for a moment, I was so upset with the lady coz she said I am going to end up as a lonely lady that I for a moment forgot about the pain of signing the documents....

Guesss everything happens for a reason...........