Received this from a mail....
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
If I had my life to live forever
This is something nice I stumbled on......
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck
(written after she found out she was dying from cancer).
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have talked less and listened more.
I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.
I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.
When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, 'Later. Now go get washed up for dinner.'
There would have been more 'I love you's' More 'I'm sorry's.'
But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute.look at it and really see it, live it and never give it back.
STOP SWEATING THE SMALL STUFF!!! Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what ....
Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us.
This is something really nice, something everyone should practice, we seem to be rushing through life..everything has to have a purpose...well I am sure I am the foolish, silly girl...love to laugh, love to watch the sun set and just wasting my time....but this is my life and I intent to live it the way I want it to be....
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck
(written after she found out she was dying from cancer).
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have talked less and listened more.
I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.
I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.
When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, 'Later. Now go get washed up for dinner.'
There would have been more 'I love you's' More 'I'm sorry's.'
But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute.look at it and really see it, live it and never give it back.
STOP SWEATING THE SMALL STUFF!!! Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what ....
Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us.
This is something really nice, something everyone should practice, we seem to be rushing through life..everything has to have a purpose...well I am sure I am the foolish, silly girl...love to laugh, love to watch the sun set and just wasting my time....but this is my life and I intent to live it the way I want it to be....
Monday, November 2, 2009
Mr Moon
I saw my mr moon last nite.......
Ooooooo he was smiling at me.... he was ravishing, simply yellow and he was big... when I saw him, he was just rising and he was magnificant.. the first thing I had in mind was to tell doc to see mr moon... no reply from doc.. I checked with doc today, he said he missed seeing my mr moon as it was raining... it is okay doc, just trust me when I say that mr moon was smiling at me last nite ....
I can be so in love with my mr moon and guess what....I don't mind it at all :-)
Ooooooo he was smiling at me.... he was ravishing, simply yellow and he was big... when I saw him, he was just rising and he was magnificant.. the first thing I had in mind was to tell doc to see mr moon... no reply from doc.. I checked with doc today, he said he missed seeing my mr moon as it was raining... it is okay doc, just trust me when I say that mr moon was smiling at me last nite ....
I can be so in love with my mr moon and guess what....I don't mind it at all :-)
Jealousy
Jealousy is bad but then again it is sweet too.....
Is it sweet? Hmmmm...tough to answerkan? Saturday morning was suppose to meet Affair for dimsum. I sent my 2nd sis to the bus station at 8am and told Affair he can come over after 8.30am and we can have breakfast together. I waited till 9am, no sign of him, called twice he did not answer...finally at 9.30 I sent him a message, told him I'm hungry and am going to make my breakfast hence cancelling the breakfast date.
He called me at 11 something, he just woke up...ya ya...sexy voice...he actually asked me that too...sigh :-) He asked if I was upset, the answer was no, I was just hungry...he said, I will be there about 1 something, we shall go for lunch. I said no, I have my partner coming over at 2pm and I want to get somethings read. Next question was, what time is she leaving...I said he, my partner is a he, and that woke Affair up...no more the sexy manja voice :-)
I really wanted to laugh coz the next thing he asked was, your partner is a guy? I said yes, then I added what's your problem??? To that he said nothing, but he still insisted he wanted to come and see me...
Affair did come on Saturday at about 3 something, after my partner left....I did not ask Affair anything... I did not want to know anything... it is easier to be ignorant....
Is it sweet? Hmmmm...tough to answerkan? Saturday morning was suppose to meet Affair for dimsum. I sent my 2nd sis to the bus station at 8am and told Affair he can come over after 8.30am and we can have breakfast together. I waited till 9am, no sign of him, called twice he did not answer...finally at 9.30 I sent him a message, told him I'm hungry and am going to make my breakfast hence cancelling the breakfast date.
He called me at 11 something, he just woke up...ya ya...sexy voice...he actually asked me that too...sigh :-) He asked if I was upset, the answer was no, I was just hungry...he said, I will be there about 1 something, we shall go for lunch. I said no, I have my partner coming over at 2pm and I want to get somethings read. Next question was, what time is she leaving...I said he, my partner is a he, and that woke Affair up...no more the sexy manja voice :-)
I really wanted to laugh coz the next thing he asked was, your partner is a guy? I said yes, then I added what's your problem??? To that he said nothing, but he still insisted he wanted to come and see me...
Affair did come on Saturday at about 3 something, after my partner left....I did not ask Affair anything... I did not want to know anything... it is easier to be ignorant....
Destiny
I saw a guy on a bike and it is destiny.....
Nope, not a romantic story...far from it :-) Just thought I would spice up my tots!! But there is some truth in it... last Thursday on my way back home, I saw this guy on a bike..nothing great right but this guy had his notebook bag carried on his back and he was wearing a long sleeve white shirt and he had a red tie on, a pair of shoes without socks...he of course made me curious...and you could have noticed how observant I was...
I really wanted to see his face but as he was on a bike, he had a helmet on and it was rather difficult to see him, so i just let it be. I tot, well may be tomorrow evening I might bump into him again if I leave at the same time as today form the gym...
Lo and behold, the next morning, I saw him again...same things...white long sleeve shirt, notebook on his back, black shoes without socks and the only change was he had a blue tie....I burst out laughing, Krshna is having fun with my life...I was thinking about destiny...is there one???
Nope, not a romantic story...far from it :-) Just thought I would spice up my tots!! But there is some truth in it... last Thursday on my way back home, I saw this guy on a bike..nothing great right but this guy had his notebook bag carried on his back and he was wearing a long sleeve white shirt and he had a red tie on, a pair of shoes without socks...he of course made me curious...and you could have noticed how observant I was...
I really wanted to see his face but as he was on a bike, he had a helmet on and it was rather difficult to see him, so i just let it be. I tot, well may be tomorrow evening I might bump into him again if I leave at the same time as today form the gym...
Lo and behold, the next morning, I saw him again...same things...white long sleeve shirt, notebook on his back, black shoes without socks and the only change was he had a blue tie....I burst out laughing, Krshna is having fun with my life...I was thinking about destiny...is there one???
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Letter to my daughter
Got this from a mail.....
I received a mail this morning and it was titled as letter to my daughter... and yes I was thinking of my Sangeeta Hope. Yesterday evening had coffee with P and suddenly I said to her.."I will never have my Sangeeta Hope right?" It was just the other day when I was talking to Krshna that I told him that I know I am being very selfish for not thanking Him for all the things I have but I am just focusing on all the things I don't have or can't have....I know I have lots to be thankful for...
Anyway, I received this mail and this would be exactly what I will do if and when I have my Sangeeta Hope...I am still praying that Hope will walk into my life..... ya, now you would know why I need Sangeeta Hope, she is the hope in my life...
To My Daughter
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play..
*Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
*Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
*Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by.
*Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
*Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
*Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.
*Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.
*Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
*Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.
*Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.
*Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
*I will think about the mothers And fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms , and mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and screaming inside that they can't handle it anymore.
*And when I kiss you good night I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask Him for nothing, except one more DAY............
I do not want to do it just for this evening... I want to do it for everyday of her life... I am hoping and I know this is worth hoping for....
I received a mail this morning and it was titled as letter to my daughter... and yes I was thinking of my Sangeeta Hope. Yesterday evening had coffee with P and suddenly I said to her.."I will never have my Sangeeta Hope right?" It was just the other day when I was talking to Krshna that I told him that I know I am being very selfish for not thanking Him for all the things I have but I am just focusing on all the things I don't have or can't have....I know I have lots to be thankful for...
Anyway, I received this mail and this would be exactly what I will do if and when I have my Sangeeta Hope...I am still praying that Hope will walk into my life..... ya, now you would know why I need Sangeeta Hope, she is the hope in my life...
To My Daughter
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play..
*Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
*Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
*Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by.
*Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
*Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
*Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.
*Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.
*Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
*Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.
*Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.
*Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
*I will think about the mothers And fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms , and mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and screaming inside that they can't handle it anymore.
*And when I kiss you good night I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask Him for nothing, except one more DAY............
I do not want to do it just for this evening... I want to do it for everyday of her life... I am hoping and I know this is worth hoping for....
Monday, October 19, 2009
Miserable Friday
I had a tough Friday.....
I was basically crying the whole of Friday, it is Diwali the next day and I am feeling sad as I don't have anyone in my life....it just got overwhelming...the feeling that I am all alone in this world...that's the reason I decided to call my friends over for lunch...at least something to look forward to...something to cook... a reason to wake up and get dressed!!
Affair asked me to go over to his place in NT but I finished work late on Friday and on top of that, I was not in the mood to go anywhere... I called him on my way back and he said he was waiting for me since 5pm...I felt bad, I asked him if he wants me to come now, he said no, it is late... he asked me what is wrong when I told him that I know I am all alone in this world, he asked me to repeat my statement, I told him again the same thing, and for the 3rd time he asked me to say it again...it irritated me and I asked can't you hear what I am saying? He said no, it is not that, he told me to stop talking to him if I keep saying I have no one in this world...it caught me by surprise, he was sweet indeed.... I did tell him that he does not belong to me and vice versa and that is not what I am looking for in him...he said he knows that....he said no one is alone in this world....he was trying to cheer me up.....yes, as what P told me, he was being very sweet...
I was sad.....Kutty did not call me for 3 days and all I was thinking....Krshna, of all the things I told him, this is the only 1 he is following....I am hopeless...I don't deny that for a moment...
I was basically crying the whole of Friday, it is Diwali the next day and I am feeling sad as I don't have anyone in my life....it just got overwhelming...the feeling that I am all alone in this world...that's the reason I decided to call my friends over for lunch...at least something to look forward to...something to cook... a reason to wake up and get dressed!!
Affair asked me to go over to his place in NT but I finished work late on Friday and on top of that, I was not in the mood to go anywhere... I called him on my way back and he said he was waiting for me since 5pm...I felt bad, I asked him if he wants me to come now, he said no, it is late... he asked me what is wrong when I told him that I know I am all alone in this world, he asked me to repeat my statement, I told him again the same thing, and for the 3rd time he asked me to say it again...it irritated me and I asked can't you hear what I am saying? He said no, it is not that, he told me to stop talking to him if I keep saying I have no one in this world...it caught me by surprise, he was sweet indeed.... I did tell him that he does not belong to me and vice versa and that is not what I am looking for in him...he said he knows that....he said no one is alone in this world....he was trying to cheer me up.....yes, as what P told me, he was being very sweet...
I was sad.....Kutty did not call me for 3 days and all I was thinking....Krshna, of all the things I told him, this is the only 1 he is following....I am hopeless...I don't deny that for a moment...
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