Letter to my daughter

Got this from a mail.....

I received a mail this morning and it was titled as letter to my daughter... and yes I was thinking of my Sangeeta Hope. Yesterday evening had coffee with P and suddenly I said to her.."I will never have my Sangeeta Hope right?" It was just the other day when I was talking to Krshna that I told him that I know I am being very selfish for not thanking Him for all the things I have but I am just focusing on all the things I don't have or can't have....I know I have lots to be thankful for...

Anyway, I received this mail and this would be exactly what I will do if and when I have my Sangeeta Hope...I am still praying that Hope will walk into my life..... ya, now you would know why I need Sangeeta Hope, she is the hope in my life...


To My Daughter


*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play..

*Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.

*Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

*Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by.

*Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.

*Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.

*Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.

*Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.

*Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.

*Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.

*Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.

*Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

*I will think about the mothers And fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms , and mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and screaming inside that they can't handle it anymore.

*And when I kiss you good night I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask Him for nothing, except one more DAY............

I do not want to do it just for this evening... I want to do it for everyday of her life... I am hoping and I know this is worth hoping for....

Sangeeta Hope

My baby girl's name.......

I always wanted to name my baby girl Sangeeta and baby boy Sanjaya....just recently, I wanted to add Hope behind Sangeeta's name. Why hope? I have so much hope about this life and at one time, I lost that hope....until now, I find that hope is back in my everyday living...what I am hoping for I have no idea but somehow I know I am hoping...

The nite when I realised I wanted to name my baby Sangeeta Hope, I was so happy. The next morning went to work and I announced to everyone that I am naming my daughter Sangeeta Hope....my abang was happy for me and so did the others....

I told doc too about Sangeeta Hope, he said good and then I made doc promise me something...told him that if I do not get a real Sangeeta Hope in my life, doc is going to get me a teddy bear and I am going to call her Sangeeta Hope......doc, if u r reading this...remember you promised me :-)

Krshna, can you please send me a Sangeeta Hope....you know I will love her more than anyone else in this world.....perhaps even more than you Krshna......