A decent chat

Can I have a decent chat?

I miss talking to someone, anyone for that matter....I mean talking, not complaining or gossiping...just a normal talk that is good for the heart and the mind....

I asked my doc if he can take me for a walk and talk and nothing else.....just a decent conversation, just to talk about books, everyday activities nothing great...just normal stuff....asked doc is it too much to ask for? he said no......

Last night I read a story book...a love story...it was nice and after finishing the book, I just felt like telling someone about it and when I looked around...there was not a soul around me and that made me real sad.....1 thing I am realising now...I did not call Kutty to tell him how I felt...I am starting to beleive that I am moving on fine.....

I am starting to think my life is so pathetic....god.....I need to do something...the problem now is what is that something!!!