Asking my doc

I asked doc a very important question today....

I asked doc if I can have him...he asked in what sense...I told him...can I have him for emotional support and hugs n kisses :-) Actually I want doc for more than that.....I know you'll be reading this doc...and as I don't have the time to chat with you, let me tell you what I want you for....

I want you to be there as a friend, to tell me that I will be fine, to tell me that this is a beautiful life when I see the ugliness in mankind, to tell me to keep going on when I am tired of fighting it all, to tell me to smile when I forget to smile, to tell me to slow down and smell the roses when I speed through life.....this is the emotional support I am looking for doc.

At this instance I am writing this blog, I am feeling harrassed.....I just want to drop it all and go away somewhere....well doc, can I have you to go away somewhere? I am so into going to Pulau Perhentian since the day Dumbo told me to go there but I still could not find anyone to go with...so doc, can I have you for that?

I am very very sure if my doc is reading this, he is going to freak out and run away from me :-)

Now my question arises.....is this asking too much from my doc??