I met the lawyer today, I was good, did not shed a single tears, but the moment I was in the car, I messaged doc first and I was crying and crying for a good 10 minutes. I donno why I messaged doc first, I knew I was going to meet P, so besides P, it was doc who came into my mind...I wanted to call my soon to be ex-hubby, but I know he was sleeping...he came home late last nite.
The lawyer was kind of nice to talk to...I am sure he tot I must be a crazy fool for being me...but then again, this is me...
I was just on the phone with him, told him all tat happened with the lawyer this evening and I told him that I just wanted to talk to him when I came out from the lawyer's office, I actually told that to my doc as well...I just wanted to be with my soon to be ex....
He said don't worry, he is there for me.......God Lord, what is wrong with the 2 of us? We don't sound like 2 people getting a divorce...
Watever it is, I donno if he is going to be there for me in the future, but at least I know 1 thing for sure, I have memories of 7 yrs to last me my life time...
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