Emptiness

I am empty...

I am loosing it.. Life is just a blank existence. I have no idea what and who I am living for. There's no reason to live, I will be happy if Krishna takes me now...happy is an understatement, I will be released from everything.

Why am I doing this to myself? Torturing my soul, wanting something that I dont know what it is. It's the void that is deafening. A hollow that I need to fill up. I don't hate this feeling, I just donno how to handle it....

The more I think about this, the more I am getting myself down. These days I'm getting too tired to bring myself up...it's taking too much of myself...

Krishna, please help me, guide me to cope with this emptiness in me.....