Friday, June 8, 2018

Stay or run?

My heart and mind had a serious chat this morning...

Not receiving my good morning reply and no chats till mid afternoon got me worried. Is something wrong with the person, is the individual not feeling ok, I was worried. Finally a reply confirming my intuition. I am not feeling well, I could not drive, am at my brother's house now...sigh. I didn't know what to do.

If only you know how I am feeling right now, I am worried and I feel helpless. I called you but you could not answer my call. I called KA and was mumbling away, she said it is so not me, what is wrong with me. I told her, I am angry, am so angry coz I am not able to talk to you, I don't want to be in this situation, she calmly told me, this is what happens when you love someone. I told her no, I am not in love, then I ended up crying talking to her.


All I want to do now is to be with you. I just want to be able to do something for you. I feel helpless...

We have not said anything about where we are in each other's life....I tell myself am just a friend but why does my heart hurt so much now?

The discussion now within me is shall I stay where I am now or shall I run...

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