Was talking to P.....
Well both of us agreed that what we miss in life is being in love.... Digi, the guy whom I have been chatting for a while now met me when I was in KL. The next day he sent me an sms saying that he feels he is suitable for me and asked me if I feel the same....now wat is the meaning of suitable herelah? It is not love right? Of course it is not love coz I hardly know the guy and on top of that I had no intention to have any kind of relationship with this guy or any other guy for that matter at this moment.
I told P that nowadays I am sure of what I want...I want a companion, someone I love and respect and most importantly, someone close to me....I don't want to be in a phone relationship anymore...what is the point in being in 2 different places? When I feel like having a hug or a kiss I have to wait till the weekend or the month end for him to come? Nope, been there done that and I know I deserve better....
As for P, she too was talking about missing the feeling about being in love...it is no more about having someone in our lives...it is a pity though...I know P and I are the romantics ...we are the ones who are in love with love...but alas...we are the one who can't seem to hold on to love!
I use to think love will come 1 day but now I have lost all hope on that....
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