Let me be

I am tired..tired of being what everyone else wants me to be. I have done lots of things in life, lots of mistakes, lots of right things and I do live my life...and I am happy to be me...and I do wish everyone lets me be me.

What is so wrong if I made a wrong choice, what is so wrong if I choose the wrong path, what is wrong if I married the wrong guy or what is wrong if I bought the wrong car? Why can't I be making my mistakes? How else will I know what is life? If everything that everyone does is the right thing, how do they know the sweetness, the pleasure of being out from one's mistake? When and how do they know the meaning of success when they have not failed?

Well the reason for this entry today is because I am tired of people telling me what I should do when I don't ask for their opinions. I am tired of people looking down on me for the path I have chosen in my journey to live my life.

I do admit..I am foolish, careless, passionate, dumb...but this is me and please...let me be..

Vacation

Yep, went to Athens and Istanbul and it was a beautiful experience. Loved so many things there...roses, weather, strawberries, trams, cherries, coffee and....

But I realised something, I was not in joy, not entirely....why? I donno....comes back to my theory...nothing matters!!

Nothing matters

I donno what is wrong with me these days....I am begining to feel and think that nothing really matters in this world.

I donno why I am feeling this way but I noticed that at the end of the day, no one actually bothers.

I donno what is happening..I donno what had come to me..

I do know....nothing matters...